Elucidating Questions

What strange fantasies he has

Heat

It’s just him

There’s nothing like that burning in me

But that’s not love, you silly boy

I don’t know what it is

Love’s words

I want to have a person

That I can wrap up in blankets and protect

Who will ask me to join them

Pillow forts

Why are they called pillow forts they’re mostly blankets

さー

Buying stupid gifts because we thought of one another

Stupid things

Either side of the coin does things to make the other smile

Could we even be two full humans?

There’s not enough space here

So much me

Such a tiny 姿

In comparison to everything else

I can’t feel at home here with you

Were we two we could stand beside eachother

Besides things left for the moment they’re discovered

Is there a way to fix our heart?

I barely feel it

Don’t tell me it died before I did

If the clouds are feathers can I gather them and make wings?

When my heart breaks

Is it truly in a vacuum?

Something deep inside me that no one else can feel

Why do I feel other people’s hearts break?

Spatial awareness

It’s worse when I feel nothing

苦しむ me

You think the pain is worse

Grey and stuck

You’d think some hide of the Rabbit would show

Broken hearted again are you?

Rage and despair

And I

There is something in me

There has to be, normal people don’t do this

But I have to question why

Feeling nothing is worse

Because the crying me is yearning for something better

望みがないなら苦しむ意味何てない。

What I feel is reserved to this awful fate

Shatter me, I said

Not knowing what it means

It must be nice to have no feelings attached to the things you make

Secret self

My entire being connected to it

シンプル歌手

Can’t do it

Can’t do “pop”

Maybe that’s what he wanted

We, they and me

The Rabbit won’t admit

I wish I could bring the change we want

But I’m just the last in the line up

Last resort

I want to push buttons

But I think it’s pointless

Is it apathy to just want to go through life as quickly as possible so the suffering can end?

Our suffering

Maybe their’s too

Finally

寧ろ

I want the Summer to end so this year will be over and I’ll have completed another year of isolation

One step closer to the end of it

I see nothing in our future

I want nothing but to pass through this life to the end

Someday Death has to come to me

I’ll sprint

No one will catch me