I hope that it’s just the beginning for you and the end for me
I cried earlier
Thinking of my life so far being just the beginning
That this hell could continue for many years to come
They put “this is just the beginning” as a firing up tactic
Now it haunts me
I don’t want this to have been just the beginning
I want my life to be over now
I wish you many more years writing the same song as many ways as you see fit
Longing for things you already have because without that longing you apparently don’t have much to say
That’s fine
万歳
I’m not disappointed just perturbed.
I swore you’d have something else to say by now
Does it have any other channels?
No, please, live to be 10,000 and do your thing
I don’t want to join you
We don’t forgive you for leaving us to die
You can’t string me through the years anymore
He’s gone
I am alone here
I wish you’d let me softly disappear
Slipping into some other place
I wish someone would challenge me
Keep me motivated
But it’s not going to happen and I’ve fallen far enough behind the rest of this race that I know I’m not finishing in one piece
Rather I’m already in pieces
Shattered beyond recognition
I want to fall here
I want to sleep for eternity
It doesn’t matter
But 頑張って
I’m sure everyone will love it
Mike already wrote a song about how everything is all about you
Recycled words
It’s okay the general public doesn’t notice these maddening details
10,000 years from now
I hope I continue to be nothing to you
I tried so hard to be something
But I’m not meant for that
You made sure of it
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