Elucidating Questions

Won’t you come rescue me?

I’m out of my mind

Loneliness

Broken promises

Boredom

I have no way to rectify it

I want to move, but I can’t

I want to live somewhere else

But I can’t

I’ve been waiting for so very long

For you to appear

And take me into your arms and make this stupid world make sense for a moment

If you want to know why I reject to world ask why it rejected me first

We could go live quietly together

Do our own things but come together

I don’t know what I could offer

Whatever it is I’d give it to you

I don’t want this to be a parasitic relationship

I want to exchange

But you’d have to know I exist

And fall in love with me

And the only ones I can find to love me don’t exist

It’s all so impossible, yet, you tell me to just believe in it

Believe in it, but don’t expect it, but expect the unexpected

Truly I am trapped by humanity

I can’t shine here

The smoke is gathering again

My life could be worse

But then again I don’t see anyone stepping up to trade places with me

Won’t you please just find me already?

Half my life wasted with no one

If I believe good things will happen

I will look the fool when they never do

Don’t teach me a sound lesson and then tell me to dismiss it

He taught me a lesson

I’ll never forget how he taught me never to believe