Elucidating Questions

How do you do it?

Sound so desperate when you’re not?

Playing the part of sad lover boy

No, it’s just that same song again

Didn’t even make it through it

Just more syrupy yearning stuff

About someone you’re already in a relationship with

You don’t miss anyone

You’re not looking for anyone

Burn, burn, burn

Like fire

How dare you claim emotions you don’t feel?

Silly

He really does hate you

It doesn’t sing

Sorry it doesn’t

Hah, you don’t care

Makes me wonder if it’ll be worth it though

Is it just some summarization of your romance?

Not interested

Oh if only I could disappear before I find out

Don’t you dare bore me

What fire you have

We’re already bored you silly thing

I wish we could go

Find what we’re looking for

Then you’d leave him alone

And they’d leave him alone

Imagine being loved

I can’t

I don’t know what that looks like

Stop asking me to imagine fiction

God stop the coin for a fucking moment

Forgotten

Bored as death

I haven’t breathed in years

I took a breath in and jumped and it turns out there’s no bottom

I have yet to reach it

I guarantee we’ve written better things than that

Maybe you don’t write anymore

Damn repetition

Damn it

It’s so hard to be insignificant

I’m better than you

Did you sense my agitation you strange spirit?

You know how to tame the flames

Bring just the right sound

And I’m angry

But mostly I’m just sad

He could dream of writing something as beautiful as this

It’s hard to feel and be alone all the time

He’s mad because we hurt so fucking much

And you’re pretending

It must be nice to pretend to hurt

Feeling more solid now

Thank you once again Chester

As usual we were blown to pieces and I hadn’t noticed it

Me, the Cat, the Bunny, the grey

So much me stuffed in here

We’re suffering

You’re fine.