Elucidating Questions

Can I really make a good life here?

If I’m not of here?

Learning to let myself shine in this world

No matter how くだらない or 下手クソ

Oh hey

It is dreary

I have existential bullshit to 苦しむ about

Damn my words are not coming right now

Sorry

What was that word in English?

I could use Google translate but it would be slightly wrong

It’s always slightly wrong

But, see, if I fanned the flames of my heart they’d consume me

They eat me alive

Because they burn

If I let them

For one

Always for one

And I don’t know why

I beg it

Please

And it says let go

Let go

Let go

It’s been echoing

If I could just let go I’d be free

Who’s the one whispering such silly shit?

Ah well

Why must I feel this way?

Me trying to sing English right now is funny

Just a g b the train going where yup that’s the line good to go!

何だ日本語すぎたか

Ah well

Language moments

If I didn’t feel so ashamed

The poor Bunny would probably have their way more often

Oh you beautiful man

How I love you so

How twisted and ripped and broken it is

It doesn’t affect you if one person goes away

Anymore?

Nothing has made sense for years

Nothing

How many languages can I sing in?

How many can you I wonder

My passions want me to win

何よりも

I want to win

But that’s not what I wanted when I set foot

What I wanted

Your tilted hand

How could I ever accept that now?

Man if you’d just read it you’d be a lot less confused

No that’s a lie

Is it a lie?

Dear Lyre

Can you hear my heart?

I know this isn’t ever going to be the time of my life

I missed that

What I wouldn’t give to go back to Japan and never look back

Go back to that time and never feel like I missed home

Never find him again

But we can’t go back to where we came

And I have many names

I don’t want to be lost anymore

How am I supposed to find my way like this?

Clouds took my stars

Who’s going to pull my strings?

Tired puppet

Dance puppet dance

Why am I always going to pick him?

When I didn’t have a choice in the beginning

I have the ugliest smile on the planet

The only ones who want to see it are so far away they don’t know how bad it really is

Could almost trick you into thinking it’s not so bad

I can’t stop tearing myself down there’s no reason not to

I have to do something

Right?

Are you going to come and tell me my thoughts are unnecessary again?

No you’ll probably come tell me I scream at myself when there’s nobody left to fight

If the nightmare isn’t anywhere then why is it back every night?

Riddle me that cosmic DJ

Is it love?

We’ve been running away from eachother

We never would have crossed paths

I just wanted

I wanted a lot of things

Lots of expectations

It all just was so easy

To be completely insane yet appearing functional

At least I’m

Lucid

If not still absolutely insane

Sane people don’t fall in love with people like that

Will we ever meet?

Oh now my music is telling me to go to bed and come back at dawn

Did I 悩み enough?

Good luck reading this

Not

I’m just dawn