Elucidating Questions

Did you see that?

I fully gave out my phone number to an acquaintance on the bus

Being gentle is the answer

I want to much to be prickly

Keep myself safe from everything and one

But gentleness works so much better

I want to fight

I want to fight everything

Everyone

Mostly I want to soundly beat the fuck out of you in life

Your excess

My never enough

My lack of whatever makes you all better than me

And you put me in these situations

Subject changed from the main character to the chorus

Where I have to 我慢

I don’t want to 我慢

Nothing is right

I wish you were as lonely as me

Subject changed back to the main character

Wouldn’t it be lovely if you were as alone as I am?

Invisible and unknown

Just another garbage person existence

But then you’d beg for attention and get it

Because you’re beautiful

And beautiful people

Beautiful people get by

If you wanted an enemy you should have been clearer

I’m already the enemy of everything else

One more thing won’t hurt

And I’ll take it

Take it like I took

See?

Can’t stop me

I’ll take a piece of everything and mix it in

Mine now

You might want to stop while you’re ahead

Pretty boys may take first

But pretty boys also taught me how to hit low