Elucidating Questions

Cloudy night

That time

I still can’t align it with reality

Knowing things I shouldn’t

And I know the answer

I’m not stupid

Just persistent

I bite that word

Because I hate that I am

Can’t take silence for what it is

Excuse me

Reading social cues is not a strength of mine

Someone to lean on

Wouldn’t that be nice

At the end of this day

特にない日

特なんか事ない日

What was the point of this?

I’m so sick of hearing about how good change has to start like this

Yeah, I wish someone would set me free from the hurricane

But someone

Disdain

Disappointment

Desire dastardly denied

That was some D words

Some words for you

Sort them out

Nothing to wake for

I have to assume

I wish I thought I was something special so I could sell myself and get my name out there and become better than you ever were

It’s a shock you’ve managed

It’s a shock he managed

But I can’t

Oh the wind

Maybe I’ll become the wind

See more of the world than I ever dreamed of

If I could jump off a cliff and just fly

Fly so far away from here I could never hope to find my way back

Would the days leading up to my death from starvation be brighter than any I’d ever faced?

Would I crumble from the loneliness?

Surpass absolutely anything, eh?

Everything

Whatever comes

Why is that the game?

Ignoring the

Disappointment

That’s it?

Suffer and move on?

Universe and universe

As I cursed the lesser the greater embraced me

I hate you right now

I said

The me I am right now hates you

I don’t remember the words

And that’s fine?

Now you hush me

I have so many feelings

I’m trying to love through all eternity

Humans are humans

I should probably stop being so surprised when they human shit up

Universe this universe expects so much from me

And who should walk in but he who I was just thinking of

I don’t know how you did it

How does this song always know the exact second to play?

I care if one more light goes out too

I should

Begrudgingly

Care if my own does too

Go to bed says the beings

You can’t tell me what to do

I may just happen to listen, however

Chester your strange, perfect, stupid timing

I don’t think I’ll ever understand

Maybe if he never calls I’ll never have to fi