Elucidating Questions

Corporate bootlicker bullshit

Since February I have been taking two 15 minute breaks during 6 hour shifts instead of a 30

I cannot physically work more than 2 hours

I hit a wall and I can’t handle anymore

Corporate Grandma comes in and suddenly needs the doctor’s note again

Cuts my hours because she “needs to verify it with corporate”

I provide it

She says “The DM is partnering with HR to accomodate you how corporate wants to accommodate you”

Today, almost a week later, I get an email from the DM

We have a doctor’s note that says these accomodations

We need you to get this form filled out by your doctor in order to accommodate you

The costs associated with the form are your responsibility

And my heart just dropped out

Because that form is going to be a hundred dollars

And I’m currently making one thirty every two weeks

And I get about five hundred from PWD after rent

When am I ever going to afford this?

Point blank

I was just told if I cannot afford this form to be filled out they won’t accommodate me

I am officially too poor to be accommodated

Too poor and disabled

I can’t afford to be accommodated

I can’t afford to be accommodated so I can afford to live

What is this hell?

What is it?

What did I do to deserve this one?

My head aches

I cried about this hours ago but I’m still feeling the after effects

And this fucking circumstances lol you only worked at your job for one year so everyone thinks you’re a job skipper when actually it’s circumstances like this fucking shit that led to each departure

Repetition

Always the fucking same

And I’d gas lit myself into believing I just lose the “honeymoon” effect after the year and that’s why I left

But, no, time and again I start a job, the job suddenly changes wildly at about the year point and I have to leave

It’s no longer an environment I can submit myself to

Ease my swollen eyes

They hurt too

Cried so much in the last few days

My heart is tired

What hell is this?

The Universe is love

The universe is a cold, dark, place with no hope in sight.