Elucidating Questions

Got myself all pumped for this tamagotchi

Now I can’t afford it

This is why we don’t get excited about things

Nothing ever works out

I was so looking forward to it

I tried so hard to have enough and then depression fucking struck

It’s never enough

I can work until I’m dead inside and it’s still not enough

Just one more thing taken from my reach

How dare I want something?

Nothing comes

The saying is supposed to be nothing comes easy but nothing fucking comes when I work hard either

And I hate you so much

Because right now you’re living your perfect little life and feeling all sorry for yourself

I didn’t even want a friend just something to prolong my suffering again

You didn’t even have to bring me something living

But, no,

I’m $5 short

It’s like the universe is fucking laughing at me in stereo right now

It was the same with that game I wanted so badly for my birthday last year

And I tried so hard to have enough and didn’t

And the universe laughed at me then too

I’m sure this will all be very entertaining for someone to consume

My tears of frustration and pain

I never want anything

And when I do it makes sure not to happen

Just one more chance for enjoyment down the drain

I should just record myself crying all the time and post it somewhere

If you want me to shut the fuck up drop $2 in my PayPal

Definitely got scammed today

Desperately trying to come up with enough

It must have been funny to watch

I hope you all enjoyed this segment of The Desperate Rose Fucking Tries for No Reason

I’d say surely 3000 poems is worth something

You’d think, by now,

That made me laugh and then immediately start crying again

Imagine me being worth something