Elucidating Questions

I think it was my little girl

The hummingbird that just came up and hovered two feet away

I’ve never seen one up so close before

I could see her little eyes!

She was so cute

The type of cute that continues to stab you in the heart as you walk away

Ah!

Like that adorable Chinese girl with the medal next to the Italians

Good pain

The oh it’s so cute that I can’t keep looking at it but I stopped looking and my brain is like remember how cute that was? I’m going to die from cute.

Another bee friend thought I was a flower

The hummingbird came up very deliberately

But she also has bird eyes so I assume she knew I was here

And she let me say Hi before zooming off

That little buzzing noise they make

Their vocals sound like they’re just a little pissed off all the time

Her little chirp before she took off

If that happens every day I may just make it

6 little machines last night

One tiny dragon star

There has to be something to do besides sleeping

I wish I could read still

Without getting lost and confused

Was there ever going to be a place for me here?

The wildlife seems to like me

I have conversations with bugs, lizards, birds, deer,

I had a nice conversation with a bus driver yesterday

I just wish I could talk about things I want to talk about instead of always being the passive in the conversation

Yeah, uh huh, okay, yep, cool

Oh, yeah, I’m so stimulated by this

Not

But when I talk people get this glazed look

No matter how not into the conversation I am I always listen

Even if I don’t remember it later, thanks brain

I wish I could 重ねて all the good conversations

All the cool things that I’ve seen

How many people who don’t have a hummingbird feeder get to see one that close?

I’ve seen some cool things

I just wish I could remember

Brain why don’t you remember?