Elucidating Questions

I wonder how you treat people

I would like to think that

Since no one has come out trying to claim you’re awful

I can just take the grey answer

Somewhere between neutral and good

Oh but we know I can’t handle grey answers

Vagueness

Am I a person?

Does how I’m treated count?

In this darkness

You could mistake me for a person

Not a dragon star in the sky

Since the three

Why is it always three?

You could pretend everything is fine

Under this sky

You could pretend I don’t have to go to work tomorrow

That it would be worth it if I did

We could pretend I’m not teetering on the edge

A plane

I could pretend I’m going on a flight far away

In the dark

So many things seem possible

So much potential in the sky

Surely it must leak into the day?

And yet

I must face another day

Very much the same as all the rest

Certain details changed

Repeating

I keep saying I’m done reaching and then

A resounding No

Fuck you just a little

For being ever out of it

My reach

I wonder how many days that little machine has gone around the Earth?

Mistake it more something else and you’d think a star was flying by

I don’t know if I shine even as bright as a machine refracting sunlight

Connection

For all my searching

I only find it in the dark

With a billion billion lights watching

When I look out and think

Hey

Here we all are right at this moment

Yesterday is almost over

Tomorrow has almost begun

Maybe we can find eachother

If the sky can be so perfect

One dragon star

Three little machines

One moment while I stare into my planet boyfriend who has finally shown up

And I comment on how pretty the light looks reflecting off his ice crystals

Welcome back

In the sense that I can see you

Stupid dumb beautiful fucker

Get on my arm so I can look at you at all times

If the night would stop and I could sit here with you for a few hours

Alas we both know Time doesn’t work that way

Ever onwards

I’ll try really hard not to fall on my way back into the house

Meet me, would you?

Calling recent times brief as hell

If you meet me 2000 more times I’ll live 1999 more days

Who knows what madness lurks

Until the day after the last day I have to fight anymore

And yours

To forever then?

Forever

I hope I get to see you again tomorrow

Though at the moment you seem to be telling me to go the fuck to sleep

Know you’re the only one that gets to tell me th