Elucidating Questions

All this effort

Foolish dreamings

Talking like we know eachother

Just skipping past the whole mess

It’s about time

But that would assume it

And we can’t do that either

Assuming nothing

I have nothing

When I think about first words

It’s always with strain

Never the ease my dreams lead me on with

And that’s imagining too much

I wish we could be equals and I’d stand before you with nothing to possibly want but connection

If it was as easy as it is in anime it would be done by now

Something would have come from it

Faerytales and happy endings elude me

A crazy fever dream

I can respect the goal

It was too lofty to be attainable

What would happen?

If you just took the chance?

With nothing to offer

Offerings refused

Do I exist?