Too many people put “let’s go”
In their song
Like we get it
You’re pretending the audience is included
Can you leave it for the concert please?
I know I’m alone singing with no one else
It’s so dangerous to listen to what the radio has to say
Fall in love it says
Never again
I will never trust anyone with my heart
It’s a pointless suggestion
Like jump off a bridge
I’m more likely to jump
Than to fall in love ever again
Maybe if I’d just waited
How very unlike me that would have been
Unseen
Invisible
No.
I refuse to pursue
I refuse to chase
I refuse to do anything
Like hell I’m going to put myself up to be assaulted again
Because apparently attempting to smother someone is just assault
Nope
Never again
I’m not going to go looking
I’m not going to “put myself out there”
It’s pointless
They wouldn’t really want me anyways
Once they realise the depth of the illness
Sooner or later I’ll be mocked again by the same lips that said I love you
I would have to be stupid
I’ve asked any number of people out in my life
And every one said no except him
What am I supposed to get from that?
I’m only worthy of being abused
And I won’t let that happen again
If all this world gives me is hell
I choose to just suffer by myself
I say choose but it’s not like there is anyone
There is no one
No friends
No love
Just nothing
I honestly don’t know what I’m living for
But I’d have to go through pain to die
And I don’t want anymore pain
So I’m stuck
Then had a ménage à trois
Sorry they keep blacking that line out on the radio it’s driving me nuts
I hate censorship
Fuck fucking censorship
I saw three shooting stars last night
Three keeps knocking
And I keep telling it we already tried this
Whatever it was meant to be, it is not
It can’t be
Not without his permission
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I hope I can turn yesterday’s tears into strength
And the day before
Not knowing what it is I was supposed to be doing here
Because it feels like the Universe says one thing and the universe says another
Elucidating Questions 
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