Elucidating Questions

A few stray wisps of cloud

In this sky of mine tonight

I wish I knew the next verse of this song I’m singing before it comes

What a mess the word is

A colossal mess

Still running

Still doing this thing for whatever reason

You couldn’t fathom the worlds I’ve created

And yet I’m still this odd shape

Not particularly something

Just like a blob

It’s a long way from home

This strange world

Should I say, at least I have a name?

Not the right one, I’m sure

Without a hint

Without a trace of proof

It’s true this world tries to tell you that love is something everyone finds

It’s true that’s a lie

Is the true name of my beloved simply the unknown name of the Universe itself?

Knowing no human has ever understood me

Perhaps all I can search for understanding is divinity

The being

I wish I could meet

But here we are met

Not like I can understand

In ways I’ll never follow

I truly am only introduced to the Universe

Greetings have been exchanged

Does it irk you that I need something else?

Wishing a single whisper could cure this world its ills

I wonder who I’m shooting?

In this moment of 確かめる

But my heart knows

I feel the shot

If a reply comes does it mean I’m not alone?

Who

If I could attain it

The simple answer

Come fighting back then

Who are you and do you even know?

The weight of the things I don’t say

Setting my brain outside my body for a bit

I can go back and observe it and think about what it means

I wish this was a world for me

Where things go right enough to get by

With someone to share it with

How do you know?

I ask Arcturus who I’ve been having a quiet conversation with

My eyes, the old man replies

Oh, yes, I forget you’re all just giant eyes

You could say no one’s there

But then again I can’t

Too radical

Too out of this world

Oh hi

You’d walk in right now

Life is funny

I didn’t mean for any of this to happen

Of course not

Crafty spirit

I don’t know if there ever will be a place for me here

I don’t know if there ever was

I’d like to hope it’s not just going to be me and my Hope Spirit

Just us

今までの事忘れたら

信じるかも

I’m still daring the Universe to come prove me wrong