Elucidating Questions

How apt

This song

Sometimes you say goodbye over and over and over again

It hit me today Mel

You again

And I’d been expecting it

But not like that

A customer came in to return jeans

They were late

They were late because she bought them for her husband

And then he died

And my god

Over and over and over and over

My heart was seeking it

Telling me I had been

Too well

Excuse the past month I just barely existed in

But I didn’t expect to come smashing into a wall

It’s a wall

I’ll just live in you for a bit Chester

All this pain

Is there a universe where you lived?

Now I don’t know if I’m talking about Chester or Mel

I’ve wondered

Why you left me here

Just one more goodbye

It’s never hello

Yes, quiet

Like it’s been a loud day

If I had any power at all

I’d undo all the final mistakes

Go to the dark place that held them

Take their hands and help them out

Looking for someone and all I’m finding is you

Are you somehow watching even when I’m not aware?

Aren’t there more important people?

I underestimate

Is it strange I can see this grin

Cheeky

Knowing

Well, however

Work was a fucking gong show

Suddenly we’re doing everything differently because of the new manager

They now expect me to reprice over half the returns we get

While still being solo on cash

Oh, by the way, you’re the only associate in the store

Man

And I really need things but can’t afford them

I wonder what I’m working for?

So much effort for nothing

I am exhausted

That was a lot of feeling for one day

Corporate bootlicker managers

Well, I should say, one manager

Ah, well,

We coexist

Well

I bend over backwards to coexist

They do whatever they want

I don’t know if you’ve ever actually felt heartbreak

My life is full of it

They never live up to my hopes

I learned not to have expectations

Is there even a place we only know?

Acadia is gone

My forest is gone

My place

I haven’t found another

I’m sure it’s different

For the other

I wish I could go back to Japan

I wish I had a way to go back

No, I’d rather forget about you

Forget about everything about this life

Everything

I wish I could forget about you like I forget everything else

Wake up one day and have no idea who you are

If only

If only my brain didn’t know your voice

Recreate it in my dreams

I wish this was a world were I didn’t have to struggle

This came on

Ever after か

ないよそんなのは

Somehow I’ll make it without that

Love is something other people experience

I’m merely here to observe