Elucidating Questions

It’s like I can feel your heartbeat

In the beat

And I wish there was a normal love for me

Something cheesy and stupid

Something that current me would look at and feel vaguely grossed out by

And you

If I can feel your aliveness

And their’s and their’s

And the stars still shine above the clouds

I always have to remind myself

They’re still shining

Somewhere

All this existence around me

All I want is to resonate

I could try to do something else but that’s wrong

So why?

Why does it fleet, fleet, fly?

And I want to be angry at the target

Why do you call it if you don’t want it?

Surely I should feel refused

All this time I’d rather you have broken it so long ago

The vision

Shattered it along with the dream

But, no, you spin

And spin in the dark

And I can’t be angry at things I don’t know

But can you feel it?

This anger in me for all things

Surely I was sent to sway in the song of the winds

Ah

An interloper

But don’t you want to make the fire

Burn for something else?

Stole my vibe just then

I wish you felt me too

Could hear this epic struggle of mine

No, I didn’t realise silence could go on this long

But I keep trying

Damn

And at this point

It’s probably too late to fix it

How do you quell the anger of a person so hell bent on loving the unlovable

Unlovable for the want of it

The unwanting

Oh dang apparently this is my jam

We used to sit in the dark listening to this song

I’m alright, I’m fine

I’m not going to close my eyes

Somehow

For some reason

Just for a moment

Look at you reminiscing

Contributing

Yeah

If you went away

What would be left of me?

Silent love

Me, have you ever heard a word?

From me

It was nice to sit next to someone on the bus even if it was a ghost

Who will find me if I’m left with none of me?

Who is You?

Who am I singing for?