Elucidating Questions

Yeah, there goes my heart

Again

As usual

Probably right on time too

Imagine

If imaginings were real

Then I miss you

But I lived in my head

I think being called out

Like something had go change right then

I didn’t want to interact with this world

Dreams and imaginings so much better than any reality could ever be

Ah, my anchor

My tether

Is it a mistake?

Maybe

The worst

You are

In my mind

You’re the place I find my heart

Silly thing

Come back home and stop wasting your

Our

Time

Why do I feel like I was dreaming them again?

I wish there was a way to course correct

But I think I’m too happy to wake up then

Too happy to even imagine something like reality exists

In space again

It’s funny when I’m dreaming I’m in space I’m fine

But when I remember dreaming I was in space I get this strike of terror

Peculiar

All at once like I’m afraid I’ll never come back

Love you Mom

Apparently it’s hard to know how terrifying something is until I’m awake

Me in my dreams

His friend

Helping the old couple

In that funny house

Being courageous

Going to freaking space

Sometimes I’ll be dreaming and reality will leak in and I’ll realise I’ve lost my walker or my cane

He seriously could have had me

The Wolf

It’s all so confused

What could have been in reality

Could I even be me in my dreams?

I’m being exploited again

It was so nice, that year where the corporation just butted the fuck out

Dream me would quit

I’ve had so many dreams where I quit a job

I worked briefly in a fast food restaurant last night

Dreams are so weird

My brain still remembers all the

Beeping

Hey

Yo

Somehow I’m still here

Just being

Yeah my heart will go there if you do that

Nothing is so terribly terrifying

Nothing doesn’t make sense so the Universe had to be here

Straight up into the celestial bodies

If all of this was destined

I’d really like to speak to the author

Imagine

Keeping on to face this destiny

Sometimes I wonder if today was my last day on Earth

Would I even die rather than live to spite that this is my life and I’ll just keep suffering thank you very much

Can’t seem to live

Can’t seem to disappear

I could swear I can smell the ocean

I wish I could go places I’ve always gone

No one could have prepared me for this life

I should have died a long time ago

Sometimes I’m really mad that I didn’t

But I have spent precious moments with these great beasts

I would continue this suffering if it means I can stay with them

Isn’t that strange?

I am strange though