Elucidating Questions

Thank you circumstances

Too sick was I to call for the accessible bus to make a ride request yesterday

Hell even today, but I remembered

Yet because it will be a holiday two weeks out from Monday my request went through

You see I have to plan my life two weeks in advance or I can’t get a ride

I’m certainly put out by it

But it’s a small price to pay for a safe ride to and from

The problem is planning when my body refuses to hold up to plan

I had to send the bus away the other day

The chaos this body insists upon itself

Circumstance

It’s like how did Time know to do that?

It just so happens that

That doesn’t happen to me often

But often Time has something to do with it

Some wibbly wobbly

Shit

I couldn’t have planned that better

Well thanks for that

Isn’t it funny

I’ve fallen and I’m struggling

And the ones who seem to bend circumstances to try to get me up again

Are beings so great I can’t even imagine being important enough for them to do so

This weird life

I know I’m not alone

These little moments happen in other people’s lives too

Just maybe I thought

Since the world I was born in seems intent on leaving me behind

The magics of life would leave me too

And yet the Moon has gone to collect Saturn

The days seemed planned out

Like you all know how close to empty I’m running

No, maybe even past empty

Hermes guide the winds

If we shall see no rain then at least

Protect my home town

If you can do such things as make a holiday appear I previously completely forgot about

That I swear has been in every month but the one it’s in this year

It’s a different department

Still, you’ll do it right?

I know I wanted to burn it all to the ground once

Please tell me you know the difference between true intent and metaphor

These ways in which you all work

I do not understand them

But you can’t destroy it just because it’s been wrecked beyond recognition

You know that right?