Elucidating Questions

If I could softly align these thoughts

If I could make them make sense

Would the chance be born?

If I could put aside all the problems of this world

And just see you

Would you just see me?

I can’t see someone I can’t see

I have sat here guessing a thousand guesses

Strangers

And I’m strange and can’t handle that

If I could find the thing that makes you different

Would my heart finally let go?

Clinging to you

Desperately

And I ask it why

And together we just say

I don’t know

We don’t know together

And together we go

If there was a way to you I would have found it by now

Instead I am frozen in Time

Wondering what I missed

Surely it was something important

There’s no way to know if there’s a tomorrow

And I leave into the night again

Into stories my mind keeps telling me

If only I could switch them

Just exist in my dreams

The Universe named me Sleeping Beauty

I’d exist with a thousand fake yous

A thousand faces my mind wears

Don’t you wish it?

Don’t you wish I would disappear?

But reality it doesn’t give in to my endless wishing

A million shooting stars couldn’t make up for all of them

Crumpled into the flames

I could find out a billion things about you and never know what’s right

Hey

Are we sitting beside eachother?

Looking at the stars?

To come to the end of the day with you

It’s not nearly enough

But we’ll be continuing forward

Every day I wake another marching day

Through this wilderness of nothing

It’s not me

I know that

I want to know

So many things

Will you strike me down at the end of the journey and laugh?

This life when I didn’t meet you

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