Elucidating Questions

Even though I want you

I want you in my life

I could never come up with the proof that I need you

And, I mean,

I’ve made it these past years

No thanks to anyone except for money which I don’t even really want

I did all this without you

Maybe it’s true that I don’t need anyone

Maybe it’s true

Because I’m here, aren’t I?

That’s the proof I didn’t need anyone

Even if I did

Even if every step was agony

If every morning was waking up in hell

If I felt my sanity slowly drip away

And had to fashion something new to make up for it

Even if I’ve needed nothing more than an 相棒

仲間

友人

友達

目に見える人

They see flashes of my soul

Never the real thing

I wonder if anyone in my life ever really got to know me?

I’ve done it alone up until now

And, truly, continuing alone is 悔しい

I come to the end of each day

Sing

Another day is gone and

Nothing to show for it

I may be no one, but I’m the most formidable no one they’ve never known.

Maybe

There’s no such thing as one love

Oh the irony

I’m the one who’s sick

You’re the one who disappeared

And if the one true love is the only one you get

残念

絶対絶命

I’ve stayed this whole time

Where the fuck are you at?