Elucidating Questions

If we were face to face I’d say you’re doing great

Way to make every generic pop song sound like you now though

I can’t let it go

The more he doesn’t see me

The further into my heart

Like a burrowing thing

Like without even knowing it there’s a home for you there

Without even wanting it there’s a home for you there

I just wanted to bring you some peace of mind and instead I’m a

Misaligned wrecking ball

Just flying in and out of frame like

Woah that thing almost hit someone

And it always feels like there’s no point to anything

And yet I keep going

Endlessly

I’ll bleed my soul dry for you

And I don’t know why

You wouldn’t even turn my way

I may as well be the most repulsive thing on the sidewalk of the internet

But it’s not like your unwillingness to interact with a stranger

Actually reflects on you

This strange stillness again

Someday

Someday I want to tell you that you saved me

Even though you didn’t

It’s that funny-ness

Without ever being anywhere near me you were by my side whenever I needed you to be

Through what you’ve created

Even if you would have rathered you didn’t

Even if you would have rathered I give up

Even if you still do

Well

Here’s one more thing for you you’ll never see

I’ll bury it in the sea

No one will ever know it was me