Elucidating Questions

Today you roar

Yesterday I felt alone

Dared the leaves to move

Today you crash all around

Am I a lost cause?

I don’t know what you expect of me

I don’t know how to meet expectations I don’t know

Every day at work is the same

Things I can do

All I wanted is out of reach

How dare I even think of doing things for his smile’s sake?

I feel like I’ve transgressed enough

Trespassed enough

It’s hard to pour it out without that push

It’s never the right time

Never the right words

How could I possibly be interesting enough?

At my side

The bass doesn’t hit the same when it’s you

How you’re both

I think our similarities

And differences get in the way

If only you could step out of the gale and see me

If I had a song to sing

I thought we tried already and that was the ending

Then again there’s you like

And you

Why does it always bring a smile to my face?

That dark blue

Yellow blue

Just such beautiful things

All around me

I don’t fit

I wish I could be something worth seeing

That you’d actually come

I don’t have to choose imagination things

I fear I’ll disappear

Like the wind yesterday

It reminds me it came back

I wish I could go to the place I always dream of tonight

Summon the great being

Finally come home to his embrace