Elucidating Questions

Mustn’t break the streak

I’d be mad if I did

Even though my body is angry today

I don’t usually sleep from 11pm to 1pm

It feels like weeks just caught up with me

Like all the work I’ve been doing suddenly came to collect tax

That’s the thing about this disease

It’s bad enough being taxed and then left for dead by the government

But now my body does it too

I wish I had a way to go back in time and warn myself

It gets so much worse

Remember all those people with their fake smiles saying it gets better?

No, wrong, do not trust

I wish I could fly

To where my heart wants to be

They’re useless wings

How long do I have to foolishly believe something for it to happen?

Sometimes I see blue eyes

And think of him

This song makes me think of him

Why it comes to me I do not know

When I love you doesn’t matter

Not without meaning but without reaching

Send it into the sky

Pray it would reach you

In a good moment throughout the day

Something that makes you smile like I’ve never seen

But even now

この頼りない羽で

届かないよね

Believeか

If I feel cold it’s not against you

Only that you cannot endlessly warm yourself

These embers

Hot to touch yet warming nothing

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