Elucidating Questions

Why’d you go over there Moon?

Unfair!

Hiding behind the trees

I don’t know why these people come

I don’t know what they find here

The intended recipient returned to sender

I’m probably some plague

How much I wished to be beloved

I know, it’s stupid

To create a world where none of this happened

I wish I could go back to that time and stay my hand

Shooting for the stars doesn’t work when you don’t have a rocket

We just uncoordinatedly flapped about

Maybe I’ll just reject whatever journey it seems like I need to go on to

Were he

Would he drop me a message and explain my questions?

I have no answers

And so many questions

About him

About me

About this strange space

Were it I had the answers, would my soul finally rest?

Cease this endless searching?

Would I accept it if you looked at me point blank and told me my life will be nothing extraordinary, and, in fact mundane?

Could I allow it to be so?

Content with zero

You ask so much of me

The least he could do is answer

If he even is

If he even ever was