Elucidating Questions

Into the night again

Casting aside the day that disappointed

Don’t they all just seem to hang on

The daylight betrays the need

At least when I dream it’s mine

What happens

Running as usual are we?

As we do

No, see, I dare you to do something stupid

Something unthought of

Make all this make sense

Will and will

At seperate sides of the hall

Can’t get it started because there’s nothing to start

Go back

You say

Every time

Who knows what’s going to happen besides

Well all the big things

That’s not even future sight it’s foresight

I wonder what I said?

Broken and confused

The past so far behind

Yet right beside

Like it’s repeating endlessly around me

Someone pray me a day when I don’t feel like all of this was for nothing

When I don’t look at the page and wonder why I’m writing at all

A place where it’s dark right now and I could see the stars

Pray me so far away from civilization I never have to think about all these poor people marching like good little soldiers to their doom

T’was cruel to put me here

Whomever

Maybe my life is a punishment for making me live my life

Just to really fuck shit up

I hope you do

Show up

It would be funny if you got here before he did

If I throw all my yearning to the sky

Where are you?

Can you hear me?

And if I stare at a spot there is surely a star

If I could reach into the deep from this place

I don’t know my purpose

Trying to surpass the world

Tick tock indeed

From the beginning I knew

The possibility of absolute failure

But I faced straight into the madness

And lived

Anyways