Elucidating Questions

If the light inside never fades

But it’s not very bright

Maybe shining with darkness

Somewhere inside

The corvids have been warring

Their cries spreading out into the world

I look at them and see humans fighting over foolish things

If only I could bridge the language gaps

He’s so far away

Always so far away

And I know there’s no chance for the chance that I’m looking for

I don’t know how to shine bright like all these others

And I feel foolish trying

Attempting to be someone

He’s there and I’m here, always

Maybe it’s that way in which we both exist in the same, yet different, worlds

I know only certain few are welcome

I don’t want to be rich

I don’t even want to be famous

I just want to know someone’s listening

These words want to live as much as I do

As they pour

Avoided you today

Oh

I can’t possibly let myself

Oh what can it hurt

Not really knowing what the difference is between there and here

Do I disappear?

I wish I could shine like you

No, not plain

And yet he burns

This curious place

The words pull

Become sharp in their voice

I doubt I could properly explain it

The setting Sun

In this moment where it is both tomorrow and today

A line controls it

As if you could control Time

Lost the Moon for a moment

It’s fun to see the difference in her face

Daytime, evening, and nighttime Moon

Like these roses, blooming, will you keep me company but a short while and then leave?

Do they realise that at a distance they all look the same?

Do they realise we’re all the same?

How my headaches

Lately it’s my head rather than my heart

As if my heart already did its hurting

My head is taking over

Rather it’s a defence mechanism perhaps

Maybe if my head hurts first my heart can’t

Busy you see

It may not be true

If up until now is any sign

It’s not

If it were up to me

Ah, but if this was a world up to me it would be much different

And maybe I am just an extra in his story

But I became self aware

If waking up and realising I don’t want to be a pawn in someone’s board game

That I don’t want to be just some fan

I want to stand up by myself

I want to do something incredibly different

Maybe it doesn’t go out

Where was the start line?

How many laps are there to this th