Elucidating Questions

You know I think of you, you all, right?

Several beings tucked into that beautiful shell

It’s a hassle being 2.5

I think of you and I want to be there

But I feel like I am a bad reminder of a worse time for you

I feel like I get in the way of you healing when I come around

You are so beautiful

All your inside yous and all your outsides and

You reached out with kindness when I was at my worst and was lashing out because I didn’t understand

I didn’t understand what was going on at all

I won’t ever forget you

I worry about you

I hope you make it in this crazy place

We all have to make it for some reason

That’s the thing they’ve insisted

I can hear Hermes’ laughter on the wind

I don’t know what it means

I still don’t understand so much

I wanted to have answers for you so I could give you something concrete and keep you safe

Blasted distance

I hope you receive my energy

I hope you do

I love you very much, loves

Keep on doing your best

I see it