Elucidating Questions

I wonder what we were supposed to do

Somehow I don’t know that there was any other path for me to take

Don’t you wonder what it would be like if we met?

Don’t you?

Face to face

Instead of dancing in these messages all the time

Things I have to pick up and read

I suppose if mosquitoes bite me I have a reason to live

To be here to be eaten by mosquitoes

I mean

It’s not like there’s billions of animals every year being raised to the slaughter

If I knew

If I knew the signs

I can only believe in what I see and I see so much nothing

Hell or limbo?

Is it hell or limbo?

If it’s truly all in my head then why can’t I just head myself a million dollars?

Yeah, really

Lost as hell

Sure enough of my uncertainty of everything

Could there really be just some lock I’ve missed?

Some key

Cross the line

If I could freely

If I was to just leave and see where my feet ended up taking me

Would I be that same character?

Walking from one edge to the other?

Walking

At least Mannon was on the other side for them

So, for me? Dear Author?

I let them lie in their happy endings where they belonged

I’m so sick of telling other people it’s a happy ending for them

If I disappear?

Tell them I fought so hard until I couldn’t anymore

And that the only thing they did was try to extend my hell

Tell them that I died bleeding love and no one ever saw it