Elucidating Questions

It’s like you feel me

Reaching the end of my rope

Whatever you may be

For me to see, eh?

All my important things are invisible

I never heard you here before

And now you’re all I hear

My heart still beats

Even without a reason

Flying through this hell

Searching so desperately for something to reach me

There is nothing here

In this place I am all alone

Somehow

While surrounded

Ah, chaos

Followed immediately by me laughing at an inside joke for myself and the spirits

And the bees and the eagles

No one is going to understand that but me

It’s funny

Like my own heart leaves me unsettled with its beating

Was I meant for somewhere far from here?

The course correction was a mistake

He was a mistake

This was a mistake

A visiting Dragonfly reminds me the elders are watching

You all must be big concerned all the time

I don’t know what to aim for

Trajectory always slightly off

Fight over here

Maybe he won’t forget me

Maybe I’m a horrible mark on his soul

Ever after is hell, you know

I stopped getting my heart set on things because it just breaks

Forbid this is ever after

Forbid it

If there’s a spirit out there with my name on their mouth then I must be waiting for something

But the waiting

The killing time

If it’s not something worth it then what have I done?

Please bring him closer to me

Somewhere

No matter how I pull away from this Earth he

Cursed weight

You’re in my way

God, you’re in my way

Both of you

Both of you

There’s two doors and I want through either one just

Pressure indeed

I’m not worried about my brain that is my soul you’re looking at friend

Friends

Interesting that you two would be here today

Crafty shits

Yes I give it

Freely, mind

Someone stop my hand

I don’t know where it comes from

No denying that it’s there