Elucidating Questions

Where am I?

Good question

No, a really good question

I was somewhere else

Wherever my thoughts are

Just drowning for a moment

I do that

Just drown for a moment

No one ever notices when I’m there

Only to be pulled from the waves by beings who I can’t even prove are real

It’s okay

Humans didn’t like me so I made friends with rocks

And balls of fire

I was somewhere

Imagining we were in the same place again

Imagining he was within my sphere of existence

Childish things

Impossible imaginings

Getting lost in the casm there is between us

I could scream here for years

Have, in fact,

Almost a decade

And no one would notice me

I could say whatever I want and no one would notice

My own devices with my own devices, remember

Oh no you were alone for a few weeks

No that’s what my anger wants to say

The raven caws

My heart wants to beg with the world to notice me

I don’t want that to be my fate

Yet here we are

What more could I ask for but everything?

Will I receive it?

I don’t even want it

Something would be nice though

I think I’m going to drink

I could use a drink