Elucidating Questions

I suppose you’ll be watching me as I sleep

I suppose they never watch me while I sleep

There’s a comfort there

No the Moon is setting

Holding me tonight much darker

Great and forgiving

I suppose you put up with me

I suppose I’m a handful

Coming and going

Will you follow me tonight?

Maybe, in the longest nights

Ah I’ve sealed my doom again

Why do I do that?

Calling from beyond the horizon

I don’t think the way I feel is what everybody goes through

Get up

Get up

I’m getting up, fuck

I keep giving it

But it doesn’t come back

If what I give is all I get

Damn apparently everything I do is worthless

The Sun is setting Mr Owl

If I follow it it leads me places I can never go

Oh someone answer me

Why does my heart go only to places it can’t?

Silly thing

I was supposed to be chasing my dream

But instead I’m on this solo trek

Everyone has it

And they don’t hear me

So I wander through this city alone

Okay

Okay “put on your face”

Maybe tomorrow will be something

Shall we go for one last try?

Are you always going to call them that?

So insistent

Goodnight, good morning, I love you

No surrender

One more day of marching myself dumbly through this place for you

Maybe someday you’ll tell me your name

Maybe you all will

All my lucky stars

I promise

I promise I’m doing my best

To live without changing my shape

Maybe someday I’ll repay the favour

I’ll become your strength instead