Elucidating Questions

Just once

Just once I wanted to be

What would it mean?

I still don’t know

But I wanted to

When I let myself I’m sitting beside you and cheering you on

How quickly those sweet day dreams become

Just another reminder of it

That I didn’t

The poison it comes on fast but leaves just as quickly

In the throes I want to say something that would do it

Finally

Unlock

And I know I will never know the answer why

Don’t explode, okay?

That Betelgeuse too

Be with me for this life at least

I don’t want to see a star go out

After all they’re all lights

Who won’t let me go?

If you say your name I’ll hold onto you

Maybe it’s his fault

This torrent

Maybe it’s both of their faults

It sounds crazy

It all sounds crazy

I wait to see you, you know

All of you

My beautiful stars

Welcome home

Is what I want to say but maybe you should be saying it to me

Sorry Sol

But I can feel all of them holding me when you go behind our Mother

When we turn away

I wanted to see you

I want to see everyone else too

Saturn come back

What was the purpose of the owl

And The Owl

Hooting all the way

What are you saying to me?

If only I had reached him

Sorry for not making a step

Become night

Bring me my Uncle Bear and the boy and his knife

No

None of him

I wanted to but lately

Surely we’re here together

Please tell me how to believe in something I have never seen

They all seem so stationary

Not at all like we’re whipping around that great monster at the centre

No I told you none of him

Curse you all and your keen choices

I love him

Strange as that is at this point

Ah see his voice has soured again

These uncanny moments you give me

Ah but I can hear the chorus singing the instruments to my heart

Now that we’ve moved along

That plane is an eyesore

Now that my diamonds have started punching holes in the sky

I surely could use Jupiter right now

Is that why you sent him?

Oh I can jump from star to star again

And you

Is my tiny heartbeat anything to you great beasts?

I can hear you suddenly

I wish I could see you

But sometimes our dear ones are invisible

You were kind weren’t you?

I don’t want to see what happened to you happen to anyone else

When your light went out I noticed

Here I am telling secrets to the stars again

I can’t believe they left me without one planet in the sky

Those jerks

Find me in my sleep tonight

My millions