Elucidating Questions

They say I only focus on the negative

As usual

Heh

Would I be here if I really did that?

Sol?

Who from I am hiding

Hermes?

The good things are only available for a select few

That except the light of the Sun

His recycled light from these gems

If I didn’t forget it sometimes I would go crazy again

More

I have to find beautiful moments

Actually what I want is to share these moments with the world

Teach them all to be small for a moment

Be embraced by the Sun

I want every person to have the same chance at good moments

I am nothing

But that’s not really a problem

I want better for everyone

Everyone’s always so stressed and angry and upset and going from one disaster to another

I don’t understand why they look around and see paradise

I don’t understand why they don’t talk to the wind

I don’t understand why they see this planet and see only land and resources

Or why they choose to let some people suffer

It’s like I live in a much larger version of Omelas. Where everyone else’s enjoyment in society is requiring suffering, hurting, abused people

And how I wish I could walk away from it

How I wish I could see the wretch in the dark room and walk some path away to somewhere different

All paths still lead to this

This doubled existence of a “good citizen” and a screaming revolutionary

Someone take my unknown words and make people read them

Everyone’s unknown pleading words

Begging this society to change

Oh they roar around me

イタズラしないでね

Always saying such heavy things

You be someone

See I learned that in this world it is impossible to be someone unless you are seen

And I am a ghost walking a tightrope of tiny joys surrounded by the spectre of my depression

And the only one who’s going to save me from that is the Sun

The only one who sees me