Elucidating Questions

Water pouring

Has to be one of the best sounds

And if the wind wanted to blow some of it at me I would not object

That moment

A few days back

With the rainbow

That only happened because I was in an exact place

The Sun was in an exact place

And the clouds were in an exact place

I recognise this as I see the shadow of the shed is too long for me to have seen such a thing from that place now

How is it that I’m always in the right place at the right time for celestial beings to do things but never humans?

Celestial being timing

No human timing

I see shooting stars

And other things

Lights that showed up in space and grew and grew and then slowly ebbed away into the darkness again

Wondering what on Earth is that?

Except it wasn’t on Earth it was somewhere far away

Those unmoving lights that grow out of the darkness

This Universe wants so much for there to be light within it

Growing and reaching out into the darkness

But with people

I don’t meet anyone by chance

No one that isn’t fleeting

Universe I am here and I see you

I do, all these beautiful pieces of you

But someone

Of the person variety?

Ah this water is wasteful

It sounds beautiful, but it is just pouring

Like my soul

Yes thank you Hermes

What a wonderful place this could be

I have had good timing for the sake of others

Remember when I was a teenager and thinking about my person just for me?

I pity them

I pity that this is that child’s life

My inner child

I would protect everyone else’s but don’t ask about mine they are

They never really existed

There is nothing to protect

The dreams of my youth died long ago

Like my heart the wind is howling

I stopped believing that happiness is what this Universe intended for me

Only now this hope lives on, begging

But within my heart I know this is how my life will be

Because this is all I’m worth