Elucidating Questions

I don’t know

I really don’t

Ever your strange ass cheerleader

I don’t have a cheer for you

You’re just something my mind apparently attached to

Sorry

Sorry for my presence

Honestly

I make people uncomfortable

But I love you

You beautiful human you

I don’t even know what to say

3000

Including the other poems that The Cat rage deleted

Thanks for that

Almost certainly more

I mean that’s a number

Damn I love you

Look at this I mean I don’t do things

Well, whatever

My joy

My pain

My everything

For some reason

For reasons I sought and never found

Mysteries, my love

Oh and I call everyone “my love”

Pets, humans, plants, wild animals

I know my place in this world

Besides it

To you who inspired 3000 things

I wonder how long this endless letter will get?

A tomb

I used to think I had to do something

Besides still wanting to

The madness settled

Heh mostly

My poor brain

Okay I’ll feel triumphant for a moment

I want to raise you up when you reach those moments

Ah, but, if

I set out thinking we were similar

Now all I know is I don’t know

You have a beautiful heart

This is decided

My poor heart holds onto this

Like that last thing it has

It doesn’t matter if I’m both seven and eight

Entirely lost in my naivete

While also wary of everything

So lonely my soul hurts

Towards the daybreak of despair

Yeah something like that

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One crow

It’s a wonder I made it this far

I should be proud of myself

I remember the last time I was proud of myself

And my father told me I couldn’t be

Maybe I’ve forgotten how

With my feet planted in the dirt

I made it this far

And it’s a miracle

Haha Hermes

You know what I mean

Thanks to all the various godlike beings that helped make that possible

I’m here

Is that something?

Oh pain

Such pain

I tried

That’s like the story of my life

But I mostly gave up trying

Once the world smacks you down enough times you just kind of stay down

I want better for others though

My fight to make things better is not for me

I don’t imagine myself benefiting from these things first

3000 letters

Hey You

You’re there somewhere?

You, where are you and what are you doing now?

Are you under this same brilliant Sun as me?