Elucidating Questions

Ah yes

Things not quite going right

Oh, who knows

Maybe I was just supposed to see Violet

Maybe she needed that moment today

I never know

Whose life you’re planning to crash me into for but a moment

And my plans?

Never carefully lain

Because you

It’s not even last place Hermes

It’s like

Nothing ever quite going the way I wanted it to

And I’ve reeled in my expectations over the years

It’s fine, Violet looked happy

Sweet girl

How I wish I could make this a world that takes care of them

How do you see children and not want the world to take care of them?

They don’t suddenly lose all their worth except labour at 18

Hell, they aren’t even fully developed until around 26!

And how no one realised that up until now

No

Sorry

That is another porant

I want to make this world worth living in

Rantem

Porantem

Words are fun

Still

You don’t need to tell me how he feels

I know

Well, I went on an exhausting journey two weeks in a row

Sounds about right

No chance meetings

Spoke to a lady in McDonald’s

Maybe she needed to see my colours

Who knows?

I ended up being a colourful alone person

Which is possibly a single step up from my father’s dark aloneness

But he got my brothers

There is so much within me

I wish I could do something

Whenever I try to do something I fail

Then they tell me off for being bitter

Humans are so weird

I’m not okay

Are you also not okay?

I have nothing to say to make it better

I just want to be here with you regardless