Elucidating Questions

Sol came out

I do feel graced by his light

I do have a face just for him

The secrets I have told to the stars

Day and night

Tumbling through time

Killing time until Time kills me

At the very least there is the Sun

That when I call for help the clouds that hung around all day mysteriously shape a great divide around him

When I am in your gaze everything feels fine

But it is not something I can rely on forever

There can be too much love

My burning skin

Your gaze of fire

But as it sets upon me I feel so at home

This warmth I will miss as you go again

I feel like a star that was born somewhere dark and alone

But when your light is upon me I feel like everything is right for a moment

And you disappear behind a stray

But you will be back

Forbid I ever live in a place without the Sun

No you couldn’t even fix my mood with Trench

Sol I wonder why I belong in your light but not at all on this planet?

Maybe I should have been a planet myself

Fat jokes aside

You really came out just for that moment

The clouds parted

We convined

They swallowed you back up

Thank you for coming to see me for a moment

I will never let you go back to being the expected and mostly ignored constant in my life

You do the darndest things at the right moments

My life is so strange

I wish someone would witness this with me

These great beings

It feels so self obsessed to think the Sun came out for me but he does

Like it’s planned

And just like that the sky is back to being a thick grey

I am fine meeting you if there is no one else on this Earth to see

I can hear other humans living, playing, socialising around me

And yet I am deserted

Oh Mr Sun

I’m sorry your light is never quiet enough to make the loneliness go away

It helps though

For a moment I feel seen