Ah, yes, it is I

An… One second

*squints*

Able bodied woman with power

The irony

The irony that I was like yeah I get that it sucks but I have more experience with being abused by narcissists than not

And she proceeded to abuse me, misgender me, claim I’m not disabled (snort) and leave

Wow how different from all the others before you

My outlook has changed

It’s like every time a man wanders into my life and I’m wary of him and he proceeds to prove why

Then they ask you to throw away your lived experience and just blindly trust that

Even though the majority of men in my life have been just awful

That was the minority and I just

Oh usually

“have bad taste”

Because I definitely asked for a conversation with a random man by

One sec

*squints*

Vaping in public

And I just ask for narcissists to exist around me

I’m so afraid of the combination of the two again

It’s like why bother trying if my result could be me giving in because I’m about to die again

I still don’t know what stopped him

Here I am

So abled

Check out my abledness

I slept most of the day and am now struggling to stay awake but that is what I’m greeted with

If I could go one day without being misgendered

And no Universe that doesn’t include all these fucking days where I see no one except internet people

Too much

I am so depressed today

I feel like this is going to be my whole life

Why stay awake for this

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