Ah, yes, it is I
An… One second
*squints*
Able bodied woman with power
The irony
The irony that I was like yeah I get that it sucks but I have more experience with being abused by narcissists than not
And she proceeded to abuse me, misgender me, claim I’m not disabled (snort) and leave
Wow how different from all the others before you
My outlook has changed
It’s like every time a man wanders into my life and I’m wary of him and he proceeds to prove why
Then they ask you to throw away your lived experience and just blindly trust that
Even though the majority of men in my life have been just awful
That was the minority and I just
Oh usually
“have bad taste”
Because I definitely asked for a conversation with a random man by
One sec
*squints*
Vaping in public
And I just ask for narcissists to exist around me
I’m so afraid of the combination of the two again
It’s like why bother trying if my result could be me giving in because I’m about to die again
I still don’t know what stopped him
Here I am
So abled
Check out my abledness
I slept most of the day and am now struggling to stay awake but that is what I’m greeted with
If I could go one day without being misgendered
And no Universe that doesn’t include all these fucking days where I see no one except internet people
Too much
I am so depressed today
I feel like this is going to be my whole life
Why stay awake for this
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