Arcturus these human men

They think that by calling me ugly they’ve like found my one weakness like

Oh

The shame

I’m ugly

Bitch I’ve been ugly for 33 years you think I’m going to be shocked when you call me ugly?

Or fat

Oh my gawd

I didn’t realise I was fat

You mean I was buying size XL clothing because it fits me?

Like what a shock that I repulse people

They’re frankly boring

All the things in the Universe that could be wrong with me or my character

And you picked fat and ugly

You’ve sat up with me many a sleepless maddened night

Mr Bear

I’m sure you know some thing about be that I should actually be ashamed of

I’m sure the stars know many a thing about me I should actually be ashamed of

I came to terms with the ugly a while ago

And it’s all just part of this disgusting skin suit package of mine the ugliness and the fatness

You sit over there

Big

Very big

And on fire and whatnot

The only judgemental gaze I have felt in this Universe

Truly judgemental (animal confoundment not included)

Is from other humans

As I look into the peeling away daylight

And up to you

I really don’t feel the need to worry about such arbitrary things as my shape

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