Arcturus these human men
They think that by calling me ugly they’ve like found my one weakness like
Oh
The shame
I’m ugly
Bitch I’ve been ugly for 33 years you think I’m going to be shocked when you call me ugly?
Or fat
Oh my gawd
I didn’t realise I was fat
You mean I was buying size XL clothing because it fits me?
Like what a shock that I repulse people
They’re frankly boring
All the things in the Universe that could be wrong with me or my character
And you picked fat and ugly
You’ve sat up with me many a sleepless maddened night
Mr Bear
I’m sure you know some thing about be that I should actually be ashamed of
I’m sure the stars know many a thing about me I should actually be ashamed of
I came to terms with the ugly a while ago
And it’s all just part of this disgusting skin suit package of mine the ugliness and the fatness
You sit over there
Big
Very big
And on fire and whatnot
The only judgemental gaze I have felt in this Universe
Truly judgemental (animal confoundment not included)
Is from other humans
As I look into the peeling away daylight
And up to you
I really don’t feel the need to worry about such arbitrary things as my shape
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