Elucidating Questions

That wasn’t a poem that was me yelling at the gods

Regodless

Get it

I wish I had the ability to help every person that came to me

Just do one thing to help them

Sol

They fiddles with shit

Somehow there has been a piece of couch fuzz attached to me all day

When I pulled this out of the washing machine basket

Mysteries

I swear this is just a very strange place

My mind goes to him

Like like a bird flying south

Or like something trying to reform itself

Without thinking

It’s impossible to know when to be and when not to

I don’t know why I feel nervous

The not reading one

Just for you to smile for a moment

Maybe you don’t find it funny

Who knows

I feel like I just ran a mile

It’s hard to show your best face when there is a headache

But it feels better now

I am trying to love

I want to see somebody who sees me who doesn’t leave within a year who isn’t going to get me back to spending my nights blitzing my brains away

Okay?

Remember when I was really specific and nothing happened?

Make up all of your minds

Lots of deep breaths

My heart can’t take this

Someone take care of me for this once

I’m sick of being some random guy’s conversation about really uncomfortable things

See me

Oh how I want to scream

Even when I’m right in front of people they don’t see me

I don’t want to be invisible anymore

But I’ve said that so many times

I’m so scared this is all I’ll ever be

Some person’s random conversation