Elucidating Questions

Staying alive

And I am

Alive

Living would be an over exaggeration

Time goes by

Life goes on

I remember a time when I was sick

That I was very young

Like this soreness in my thumb

Just letting myself be pulled from one spirit to the next

I was so sick

Yeah, you think I’m crazy now?

Running around in circles

In forests and oceans

Entirely on a journey I was not actually on

This is crazy managed

It’s not a map it’s a web

In the web

I solemnly swear I am crazy all the time but I

I really just want to love something

That maybe might love me back?

This 深い愛する可能

Love I think I have it

But you haven’t given me the chance

深い means deep but it’s a deep that can also be applied to a forest

Deep like

Maybe I could get lost in it

But I think I know my limits

I just ignore them

Why not?

I wish they could all have my head for a day and then we’d see who was successful

All those

Crazy people continuing on like nothing is happening

I’m putting returned clothes into the bin and then all at once I think

This is so wrong there are bombs falling

Children dying

One of many people who went about their day and returned clothes

Some of whom forced me even though it was past the date/final sale

Such mundane bullshit

I’m not gonna say who’s more crazy

But there’s something to be said of a bunch of people who can just like brush off children dying and continue with their day

I feel everything

I’m sure some psychological person would like to say my feeling strongly about everything is a disorder

But they probably wouldn’t blink twice at the people who aren’t affected

Leaves blowing in the wind that is back

Did you do this to try to prove me wrong when I thought the wind wouldn’t blow on a sunny day the other day?

You wouldn’t believe how often it does that

Oh dear wind

Always fuck you just a little bit ya jerk

There are some obscene heart emojis that should go with that sentence

All the weather just needs to take a bit of a chill pill is all

Actually if all beings on Earth corporeal and non included could just chill that would be great

And they call me emotional