Elucidating Questions

Mixed up Picasso and Van Gogh

This poor brain has been doing that a lot lately

Rather both of them

Truly

I was imagining Starry Sky

It is after all my favourite painting

Can’t keep things straight

Not simple nouns

Not proper nouns

Can’t figure out words

My Japanese has suffered and I weep

Thank you Universe for correcting me

I just think I mixed up that painting

With that bandages

Or a hat

Whichever

I can’t remember words to songs I’ve known all my life

It feels like I’m slowly disintegrating

Pieces of my self dissolving into thin air

I make these mistakes and rather than laughing over it I am faced with the reality that I wouldn’t have made that mistake 10 years ago

I’m going to disappear before he notices me

This is like the world’s longest love song as a human evaporates

World’s longest something

Epic mistakes and all

But, then again

Everyone makes mistakes

Or something

It’s fine if mine are immortalised

They are, afterall, invisible

Invisible ink

Man, Sol, I thought you’d have my back today

The weather

My brain

General insanity

I’m slowly losing everything

I don’t want to disappear