Elucidating Questions

The hardest part

When people talk about manifesting

It’s that I start to feel guilty for expecting the universe to provide for me

And then it seems like if I ask something usually happens

Not a big something

Usually an at least I can afford rent or food or weed thing

I have to follow one of these untethered strings

Find the other side of it for a moment

But for a moment

I am a side character in all these main characters’ stories

And maybe it’s just coming to the realisation that I am a side character

An antagonist

Or someone to help for a moment

Never anything palpable

Solid

Connected

All these strings I wrapped myself in that have no destination

Do they belong to someone else?

Did I just take them and pretend they were my own

運命の糸

何かないよね？

How am I to believe in something so real

Having never experienced it

太陽

One of these days I’m really going to lose it again and then

Then how am I to keep myself keeping on?

Breathe

Crash in the breath

Something good happened

Let’s try to believe in maybe being part of someone else’s world for a while

Instead of a moment

Side character or not

I have a wicked backstory

Just keep on

Murder of crow

Caw caw caw

Single crow

That startled me

Lately it’s being ravens

明日を信じる勇気をくれ