Elucidating Questions

I’m so sick of being bounced between shitty situations

One to the other

Hungry, thirsty,

Desperate for things that keep me alive

This bitch is about to smack me with her water bottle

Because personal space doesn’t apply to me

And my bus is coming soon but these people are crowding me and I can’t see the road because they’re more important than me

I hate buses

Being taunted by people with water

I’m so fucking thirsty

And I have to wait 3 and a half hours before I can drink anything

At least I’ll be on the bus soon and I won’t be thirsty sitting on the side of the road in the Sun

Sol I love you

You’re too close

Oh I’d been loving these cool days where I could sit in you and just be

Now you’re too close

And I’m just dehydrated and pissed off that I have to suffer

Again

It’s never enough

I feel so sick

Like I’m going to throw up

Have been for an hour

This place is fucked

My life is fucked up

I could just walk into traffic

It would be so easy

Life is precious

But what of me?

Left to live, alone, hungry, thirsty

Just living to experience awfulness

This pointless life

At least I wouldn’t be thirsty anymore