Elucidating Questions

You don’t even know

Insert wicked laughter here

I’m crazy

I know I’m crazy

Sometimes I’ll be thinking a thing and be like dude you are psychosising rn stop

My own personal psychologist

AKA me.

There are some things I know

I don’t know if I was born to pour ink into the web

But it’s what I do

And I don’t know if it’s any good

But

Damn

This is your fault a little bit

So, thank you?

For this massive collection?

I wanted my life to be documented

And to reach

Something I did not reach

Unknown

I’m still unknown

You’ll never know that feeling again

Some sort of something

Expecting exactly what I got

I wonder if there’s a word for what I’ve done

Besides the phrase spectacular failure

Spectacular failure

That’s also something you’ll never know again

Gods’ speed to the hospital folks for the helicopter I just saw touch down

If there was someone for me

They’d have to listen really well

My…

Queer way of talking

That’s the odd not the identity

Though

Hah

I’m both all the time

I’m the queerest Queer there ever has been

That’s the odd and the identity not the identity twice.

If I could sum up all I’ve seen today

I’d say it’s half-baked

Why do I miss you?

Why do I feel like there was a you that stood up and fought for things?

Imagined

A someone who knows how to ask the right questions to bring me out

Someone who could face The Cat and be friends

Someone who can handle The Cat being a thing

I’m not sure I’d dare to believe that person exists though

I went directly to the wrong person

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