Elucidating Questions

Until the love is gone

But when is that?

This one sided conversation I’ve been holding for years

No one ever put fuel on this fire but me

Silence

The ultimate rejection

And I don’t even know if I like him anymore

So much silence about actually important things

And the absolute miracle that I lived and no one found out

The do nothing band

Really

Somehow

I tried very hard not to live

And either he’s blind, like, legally

Or he’s a coward

Even so I still feel attached

To nothing?

I’m attached to nothing

Hello random human

I hope I was nice to you

I hope people don’t think I’m brushing it off when I say the Sun is nice

Do you have ten minutes for me to write a poem about it?

Then you’ll know how I feel

きっと

きっと、だけど

He never did

Right?

We’re not talking thousands of messages a day

I guess you have to read the poem to understand

And it was okay because I have no self worth so

On to the next day

God

You’re so on my mind right now and it’s bothering me

This one important thing

And another day will go by

And I’ll never have these answers

Like why?

Why are you so special?

No, seriously,

I’m learning even the worst can have talent

I do hear you now on a daylights weary

And again, again

You’re a genius

Geniuses can be evil

The mage grows more and more curious

The blue’s wall and silence mean nothing

They are but a failure of the tongue

To be truthful

What could be hidden so deep within those walls that they must not be free?

Do you have a love for others?

People would consider this

If they weren’t so under your spell