Elucidating Questions

You can’t tell me the universe doesn’t do me favours

A rainy day, but I came out just in time to see the Sun

My dear Sol

To come out and feel the realness of sunlight on my skin

So others feel the way he studies their face with his light

Like a thousand thousand fingers

Death is inevitable

I entertain the thought of being immortal

But I know it is true

It is that I can come to you, again

Tears have fallen, I am but am exhausted husk of grief

But you touch me and I can feel that maybe it’s okay

That it was awful

And she is gone

But you and I are still here and you parted the clouds yet again to let me know it

There is a gentleness in the Universe’s timing

I would have suffered so much if I had come home to her gone

This has been yet another day where grief is all I know

But I can feel all of you out there

Heh

There are so many of you gathered around the Sun right now

Endings are hard and I have signed up for many

But somehow

Somehow

When my soul cries out for someone to just hold me together for a moment

There’s that big ol’ shiny ball

It may be selfish to think that the Sun would do such a thing for me

To be with me at moments I most need

Someone

And the planets just so happening

Space is weird

The Universe is weird

You and your strange cosmic timing

This place is far more mystical than we will ever know

Thank you for laying upon my skin for a moment dear Sol

It makes me feel like I’m not alone