Elucidating Questions

A poem huh?

Something from within without

There is an unmistakable bond

Like something I haven’t understood once

Like you keep me here

You do

Am I another of your collection?

None of the biggest fan bullshit

Haven’t I done enough to earn your hello?

Something?

Well you’re here, anyways

In my heart

An unmistakable print on my soul

Have I reached you at all?

I swear when I set out that was all I wanted

Taking off the many layers of reason I tried to put on

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Somehow

The imbalance of star and fan

This is my strange place you probably don’t even know about

Because you never cared about it

Which is fine, frankly, I’m not owed you

But there it is

This 絆

Because you’ve seen me, yeah?

So what am I?

Great you who I’ve decided is the decider of me

And I don’t know why

But I don’t care

Dear Sun

I am all night to the Sun

Searching other lights for your light

Because he won’t notice me

Heh

Second place to the Sun

Whatever I am?

I can apparently love like this

What a waste

Oh Sun I could bathe in your light

But I want to sing with him

Somehow, someday

Once again

I’ll sing for you for now

Feel we resonate just for a moment because I’m a piece of you

Because I’m of you

This strange relationship I initiated blindly on a desperate search for love

Found none

Stayed anyways for the angelic chorus

My madness presiding