Elucidating Questions

Say anything

Been saying anything

For half a decade

Damn

Almost the entire length of my childhood

In my adulthood

Adulthood is strange

Many childhoods fit in it

Still saying anything

Two

Three

Four

Maybe I’ve just taken up your job of pining

Maybe there has to be a certain number of pine-ers

The bus played jet.mp3 instead of bus.mp3

Loud

Been trying to use the accessible bus

It is often inaccessible

In that it is not available due to being too busy with other people

Ears are bugging

Man,

I just need transportation

Life was not built for disabled people to live comfortably

However it was built so that I’m constantly swimming against the current

I’m not a damn salmon, you know?

I be a fish

But not that fish

So hungry

That on the bus and starving mood

You don’t know that mood

If you did it’s so far behind you the memory is probably sweet to you somehow

I just

How do I hope a silent wall is a good person?

I can’t even believe people I know are good people in my bad moments

But him

Why, I wonder?

I do not have the answer to that question at this time

Right now

The Sun is caressing the back of my head

Do people really not feel him touching them?

How do they not?

I am more mystic than person at this point

This endless solitary journey

Hey Jesus you spent 40 days and 40 nights in the desert?

6 years virtually always alone except the hours I’m a customer service servant

You lightweight mother fucker

Not sure why this is the sentence for failing epically at true love

Ah well

Epic faillery is my modus operandi

Right?

ね？

Get it later then

I’ve probably written the largest collection of useless words

Take that JK Rowling

Take that Josh

It’s a competition you see

To the bottom I guess

And this we’ll write

Sing sing singing it back

Pour l’éternité

でしょう?