Elucidating Questions

Jot down the first thing that comes to your mind.

I don’t know why I’m here

Instead of you

What keeps me going through this hell

Instead of you, you, you, etc and so on and so forth

So many people who had more worth than me

Who were more important

I’m not going to do it,

Obviously

Damn regret

Over again

So many goodbyes that weren’t right

In the absence

Ashes left like dust

Nothing in comparison to what they were

So much left unsaid

Did any of you know I love you?

How could I have expressed it better?

And how can I change this world to be

One that loves enough that it stops happening?